was the best night of my life. the day started with me hanging out with halifax! yeah! and their roadie asked me out, it was cute.. so yeah.. then i got a job haha.. selling MK ( Read more... )

valentines day sucked.. valentines night was ok.. we had a red/pink party.. it was fun.. we played beer pong and stuff.. billy feel alseep in my bed, and i slept on the floor, it did wonders for my back.. i think i need to sleep down there more often ( Read more... )

i guess.. eddie has made a complete turn around, typical. he went from knowing that i love him and wanted to be with him, to last night asking me questions like, "wheres your boyfriend," and "how come you arent with him/at a party".. well first of all, i wouldnt be flirting with him every day/night if i didnt like him/want to be with him.. fuck.. ( Read more... )

last night was fucking amazing.. i went to a mary kay party.. with rachel and the chester girls.. got free stuff and then bought alot of stuff haha.. but its sooo worth it, truely worth it ( Read more... )

well what a weekend.. got in a fight with eric/andi.. it was funny.. the bears lost the superbowl, i felt bad because of my curse, you know.. and then i talked to eddie on the phone for the first time in months.. 2-3 ( Read more... )

eric had sex with andi. another andi, not eddies andi. fucking whores. and broke up with kellie. how fucking retarded is he. and her. fucking cunts. the only reason i was ok with it was because i thought since he was sleeping with that fucking whore and not with kellie that we could be friends.. except we really cant.. its fine, whatever.. fuck him ( Read more... )

last night i didnt sleep well.. kept thinking about eddie.. actually i didnt sleep at all.. and then when 6:47 rolled around i waited for him to text me, even though i knew he wouldnt.. so i decided to get up around 8.. because i do have class and all.. and i decided to text him.. saying, i know its not 6:47, but i hope you have a good day. and he ( Read more... )

last night, just out of boredom i decided to post this bulletin i made up on myspace.. it was about wishes.. and i wished eddie would talk to me.. and some other things, but they havent come true yet so i wont say them.. but yeah, so this morning, at 6:27 in the fucking morning i get this text "have a great day".. and last night, i pretty much ( Read more... )

im getting really sick of my own dreams.. but theyre kind of helping me realize what i should do.. last night i dreamed about eddie first. we were hanging out and i tried to kiss him.. he then laughed at me, pushed me away, and then ran off.. which is just really how he works in relationships.. is all great until it gets serious and then when you ( Read more... )

i kept dreaming about eric last night, and i couldnt stop thinking about it all morning.. in my dream he had a girlfriend and i tried to take him back.. it was pretty much just like how we were.. except she was there the whole time.. i miss him.. but i know all of the feelings are just a manifestation of my feelings for eddie, i really truely miss ( Read more... )