last night was awsome. although i wish scott could have slept over, we would have probably stayed up later/never gone to sleep. but watever, we mad do. um, yea, i don't really know wat info i should really reveal about it. so the select few who r interested, u know my sn, just ask there. well byz im gonna go lay out in the sun.

this is the worst day ever, last night a friend of the family that has been part of my life since the minute i was born died of a massive heart attack. i know should right moe, bt i just cant find the words rgt now. byz

ok, things this weekend have been pritty fun, but............they could have been better. im so lonley,im mr. lonely, i have nobody, all my own. lol. if only the one person who i wanna see this could. well watever jess knows wat im truely feling right now.well wateverim gonna go lay down and think. if u see this tonight, feel free to give me a call ( Read more... )

hey, i know i havn't written nething in a while. sorry, well, in recent news i have told "eddy" that i like him, but most ppl that talk to me aready now that. um, i think were kinda becomeing closer friends because of it though. lol. well, last night i went with scott an rac to this play thing. it was pretty good, but at one point it kind caught a ( Read more... )

ok, last nights party was so fucked up. first of all, noone ended up showing up till like 8 or 8:30. then rachel started talking shit about me behind my back, and planning shit just to spite me. she fucking kissed "ed" when she laied him. even i didn't fucking do that. she totally crossed the line last night.

ok, this is a recent poem that i wrote and i wanna see wat people think of it. now i know that some parts dont exactly rhyme, but it was really hard to figure out a rhyming word for everything ( Read more... )

ok, this is gunna be really vague cuz i don't want this to end up makeing people really mad. ok, im pritty sure "a certain person" was just jokeing around, but i also tink he was being seriouse. its weird, ikow,andit sux that i have to say this so vaugely, when this could be the best day tat i've had in a long time. i just....idk........ im at a ( Read more... )

hey, i don't remember exactly what i said in my last entry, but that was a while ago. lets see the new news...gina spazed out at me cuz i talked to scott...ad then they broke up....however she is still mad at me.....how does that make sense, idk. les see.....kat was on her side, which i cant blame her for because she has been gina's friend for ( Read more... )

things have been quite hectic lately. in some ways i don't even know where to begin. but wat i do know ow to explain....is, my heart is all mixed up. in one way i feel so in love with someone, but in another way, i fell like there is no possible way i could feel that way for him, and i don't think i want to. i don't want to be confused anymore. i ( Read more... )