wow i've not been on here in ages! i am so totally still kicking!

i have a new journal i use!

lilaclavenderblue.blogspot.com

twitter is :
twitter.com/firechan

:p

i'm so tired.. i can't sleep.. i have another round of blood-tests in the morning.. i don't even know what they're testing for.. probably to check on my diabetes.. this is a new place.. wed. i get to see a female doctor.. at least it's not another man.. -.-; no offense to my male friends.. but most middle aged men---esp docs.. really ( Read more... )

The semester is going fairly well... I've managed to keep up with all 5 english class' assignments. Which is more difficult and still somehow less than I expected. None of it interests me overmuch. I find myself unchallenged and overlooked more often than not. Sadly, most of my classmates come off as complete idiots to me... which makes me feel ( Read more... )

-siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh ( Read more... )

there really isn't any fun to waking up and crying, like i did this morning. i know that other people have to go through the same things.. but god this whole distance is killing me. between my family and the craziness that ensues from having my big brother move in with my mother.. god i'd give anything to not have to deal with him right now. I love ( Read more... )

Not much going on now that I'm back home. I've been playing WoW some and switched to a new server on RO.. Miss nexus sometimes but I *really* don't have the spare time that game requires.. RO and WoW are suitable for causual players as long as you aren't determined to be the richest/best armored/etc asshat. Which I'm not ( Read more... )

you know you've found a 'keeper' when you wake up with hair that is in precicely three conicial sections pointing up and to either side.. and the person you wake up next to doesn't even bat an eye but snuggles right back into you.  

I am one tired girlie. Man.. 8 hour trips (just the driving part and not all of the stops) really seem to take it out of me. And wtf is up with this new birthcontrol making me bleed like a god damned stuck pig? I hate this >_<

I'm in Oshowa, Ontario, Canada. Yuppers, that's right.

Life's been hectic but I came out with a 3.44 so that's not bad for ( Read more... )

Oi. It's too early for anyone to have to be awake. x.X ( Read more... )

So like yeah. :P I decided to update again. I always go through these cycles of reculsism. However you spell that. Things have been really "rollercoaster"-ish lately ( Read more... )