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RIP the most increadable lady in the world....i love you gam...you will be missed more than words itself.

my grandma lost her battle with cancer on tuesday. i never watched someone die before. my heart is truely broken..and im a fucking mess.

i am thinking about gettin a neck tattoo...i already have my crowns on the sides of my neck under my ears witch are pretty big...but i want to get my sons name tattood on the side of my neck, but with other stuff with it...what do you all think? yes or no...i know that its a pretty risky place..but sooner or latter imma get tattood there anyways ( Read more... )

you know what i miss. i miss having real friends around that are there for you no matter what. i miss having people in my life that want to be around you just becuase your you. not becuase of what you have to offer then, or how cool you make them look or seem. i miss having people that will defend you no matter what. i miss going to the mall and ( Read more... )

i cant beleave my lil kaiden is almost 2 weeks old now. it does not even seem like i had him but a day ago. its amazing though. even though i miss out on lots of sleep and im so run down and tired. its all worth it. hes so beautiful and amazing. when he looks at me with those big eyes of his my heart melts. mikey is doing such a perfect job with ( Read more... )

He is here...born on the 25th at 5:51am.... 7lbs. 6 onces... 20 inches long..hes beautiful...he looks just like Mikey...its amazing...wow...lifes going to be different forever...and its the best thing in the world...

oh man contractions are the worst...expecially wakin up with then. this sucks. i want the baby OUT now. haha. any time. if i dont have the baby this week sometime, then i go back and see the doctor on the 29th and he is going to induce me. i honestly dont know if its gonna take that. becuase im in a lot of pain now. so we shall see. hes on his way ( Read more... )

i swear that i should be the next iron chef...i have been cooking so much lately...its great..i love it..if i was not a vegetarian i swear i would be a chef and go to school for it. but you kinda gotta be able to test your food and know the taste of things you would be cooking. i could not do that with meat. therefore if i went to school it would ( Read more... )

so basically i could have the baby any day now...my doctor told me so 2 days ago...he said i was ready...man....guess the little guy does not wanna hang out in there anymore...things are good though...so im hyped...but nervous...yikes...

So we had our baby shower this last weekened. It was really fun. I got a lot of rad stuff that im going to need. It was hot as hell though. But we had a great time. My mom and sister were a great help. I love them.


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