It's been such a long time.......ha ha, reminded myself of that Boston song "Foreplay". Well, shit. It's been 14 months. Oddly enough, it was my professional life that took more of a hit over that time. My personal life picked up a lot so I guess you can't have both. I took a TDY position in Baltimore in the end of January and it was supposed ( Read more... )

Since that last angry entry a few months back, things have been interesting. I stayed with Michelle a little over a month after that. I've never tried so hard to make things work with another person. I put everything I had into that relationship and was always freaking out that she wasn't happy. I would go from happy to scared to just depressed ( Read more... )

I wasn't going to update because I would get myself worked up and I'm late for bed. But I don't fucking care. I need to get things off my mind. The very night I wrote my last entry, my brand new girlfriend of 1.5 weeks went out and fucked a guy who went on the cruise with me. I've since taken her back and told her I forgive her. I'm not angry ( Read more... )

Here I am, sitting in my new home. I moved today to a townhouse in Centreville where I have three roommates. One will be moving out very shortly though. Ok, so since November.....School has been fine......work has been challenging but good. I've had better luck dating. Dated an African woman. That was a great experience and she's a great ( Read more... )

I don't even know if I spelled that correctly. Oh wait, there is spellcheck. The single life is a certainly a change from how things were. Don't know if it's better or worse yet but definitely wilder. I've signed up to go on a cruise in the Caribbean in January. It'll be me and 6 friends from work. We are going to Cosumel, Mexico, the Grand ( Read more... )

A lot has happened in 5 weeks. Started my new job in Manassas, been to Maine on an incredible vacation and my relationship with Diana ended. The job is good. I loved my old job so much and the people were so great that it was unrealistic for me to think the new one would be as good. However, it is a nice job and it's low stress they are good ( Read more... )

Last week I went on vacation to Ocean City. I had a great time, it was such an overdue time off. However, something that's been troubling me reared its ugly head. For some time people around me have told me how much of an asshole I become when I drink too much. I always shrugged it off and told myself that I could control it but that I am just ( Read more... )

I just wrote less than two months ago but who cares. Let's sum things up. Bought a new laptop which is very small and very quiet, went to Utah and had an amazing fucking time and made some great friends from everywhere but here, turned 30, started one of the most demanding college classes of my life and made arrangements to leave the best job I' ( Read more... )

I came home last weekend for Memorial Day and it was the first time in two months. I had a fun time and all. Then, I come back this weekend for a surprise party for someone I knew when I was like 5 who seemed to have no interest in talking to me. For a while I haven't liked coming home but I think this weekend I figured it out. Most of the ( Read more... )

Not too much to report since December. I'm not sick anymore (although I got sick again in January two weeks after getting over one cold), I'm three classes into my grad program and one of my student loans is paid off. Didn't do well on my second class but well enough to not have to pay for it. The company reimburses if you get a B or higher. ( Read more... )