My birthday was bomb.Today started off so shitty i was up from 1 am to 4 am crying but i wont get into that.Went to school and felt like it was my day and on top of the world.Hung out with mad people,got hugs and stuff how cute.School was fun and ITS OVER.Came home with ant,hung out...talked to jon!!!! <3 <3 and then passed out for a lil while. ( Read more... )

I miss jon like crazy.I've realized that i fucked up and i love him with all my heart,i want him back and need him badly.He was everything to me and he still is,a part of me is missing.You cant understand how i feel unless you've been there.Im not joking and being some stupid teenager this time,i really did and still do love him.I miss everything ( Read more... )

Donna wants people to show up later so we have time to pick up the house and set up shit and get food.She said to get here around 2 or 3 to around 6.She wants everyone picked up around 5-6.And dont talk about weed,dont hang on other chicks if your a lesbien and shit ya know.My moms queer about that shit.Plus...no drama.Thanks a bunch.I just want ( Read more... )

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Went to the moon with wade,rob,ant,ben and donna.Wicked fun.I was on the rope swing thing for like an hour straight.My stomache and chest are even more burnt,owww it itches.Tonight wade,rob,laura,ben and adam are hanging out.Sounds like a blast.Summer school starts wednsday.I have to hang out with family this weekend.FUCK.What the hell.Grrr.We're ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINKY!!!!!

I love you sweetie.Thanks for everything.It meant so much that you called me today<3

I just had to update for chinky...I love the chink!

<3 Sam

So much for best friends.What kind of friend goes out with your ex after she watched you fall apart cuz of him and held you when you cried cuz of him.What the fuck ever.I hope your happy atleast.Whatever.I dont have feeling for him but thats fucked.Whatever.This is making me see who my real friends are.Friends dont date their exs friends and ( Read more... )

Went to the beach today with justin,ant,adam,and rob.It was tons of fun.Im burnt like a mother fucker.It hurts!!!! Tear tears....Im sure you'll see if you see me within a week.Hmmm Last day of school....Didnt go!I slept and woke up to justin picking rob and i up to go to the beach.Fun fun.Then we all came back here to hang out.Kendra was at the ( Read more... )

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Cant take much more...I've lost everything or so it feels   including the will to live

( Graduation lyrics )