Today i woke up with a woman i've never met in my room. She was holding a vacuum cleaner. With a simple look at me and a shrug, she powered it up and started vacuuming. Apparently my mom has given up housework altogether and is trying out once a month maids. And they are annoyingly not shy. I went outside. It felt like summer. I started to think ( Read more... )

These past few weeks can be defined in only one way, simply: "what the fuck ( Read more... )

17 days till the end of my high school career right? I should be psyched out of my mind. I've waited 13 years for the day when i would be done with grade school and on my way to being a doctor. I've made so many good friends at my school, mostly because i've been there for so long. There were so many good times over these past 13 years ( Read more... )

the bad thing about livejournals is you feel bad if you dont update them. its like your not letting it fulfill its purpose. your hindering it from telling everyone else whatever it is about your life that you havent shared already. your a jerk. well, the truth is, nothing is going on right now. the most exciting thing that has happened to be ( Read more... )

I seem to be regressing in so many things. I felt like ive made a lot of progress this year spiritualy even mentally, but now it feels like its all slipping. i mean, yeah sure i got into a respectable school, but it seems so average to me. Sure, i may seem like i have it all together, but in reality i doubt whether im good enough for my faith, many ( Read more... )

So this weeks been pretty good. Had a fun trip up to the mountains, nobody died... almost nothing broke. The worst part of this week was realizing that I may never drive the blazer again... repairs look like they will be more than I can afford. thats been rather depressing. However good news is that I got accepted into Furman University, and i've ( Read more... )

I fucking trashed the blazer. I'm so completely miserable. I miss it like i would a family member. I fucking miss it.

December 16th, 2005.
the day my love died.

christmas break is approaching quickly. hoo rah. tomorrow i have half a day of wasted studies, and pointless parties. then exams tuesday, one wednesday and im done. i wonder what i'll do with myself over the break. the camping trip i was planning may not work out. my friends all have to work ( Read more... )

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no really, theres a beetle on my ceiling. i spelled beatle two different ways on purpose. one of them has got to be right ( Read more... )