still running away. running to try and find something...anything ( Read more... )

Over the weekend the fight with my parents ended..only because they pushed the limits way to far. too far over the line. Although they may not be in my life now or a few years down this road I know I wont regret the decisions I am making now to become a stronger and better person. Their the ones making the mistake to push me away. The loss is ( Read more... )

Ive been away from home for quite sometime now. Im living with my boyfriend on the weekends now && I seem to be doing a lot better. Im happier. I feel better about myself. && ive gained hope for my future again. Im doing better in school && im actuallly attending. not only because i have to but because i want to. Its amazing the effect one person ( Read more... )

I hear everyone getting ready to leave to college. im already there. They miss people they have friends. they have love here. why would you leave that? why. i dont get it. honestly.I guess thats growing up for you ( Read more... )

Uh man. i dont even wannna explain the past week or so. ive been so mad at myself. felt like such a disappointment to my parents...fought constantly. it was hard on me. i almost got kicked out...my mom told me to pack my stuff and leave. she was gonna cut me off from everything...it didnt happpen. thank God. I guess me and being in college makes me ( Read more... )

Ok I know no one reads this anymore but here ( Read more... )

so as the day gets closer that i leave to college i become more and more scared. Scared that I wont make it there. Scared that when I come back I wont have anything left. Scared that because Im leaving I wont have anything. Im just scared. Scared to lose the people I love. I know I must go because I cant put my life on hold for someone. I know I ( Read more... )

what...ok. i cant please everyone.
what do you want.
i cant take this anymore.
im freakin ready to just say im done. screw it. i dont care.
im tired of this crap.

so. if the news hasnt hit the whole school yet. since everyone seems to like to read this. ill telll them now. me and ryan are together. yea. i know the whole deal earlier. but thats the past this is now. no you cant say anything to bring us down. we know how people are. How hard people tried to break us up last time...and it worked. but this time ( Read more... )

well i dont write too much in here anymore. people like to read it and distort things. so yea there goes that whole thing right out the window. but yet again i dont care what you guys say!!! im gona after high school. so you can waste your time talking shit about me and makin me famous. keeep on doin it. cuz i know i have people who will love me no ( Read more... )