My birthday is this wednesday. Im gonna be 19, time flies by. I have had a rough teenage life, but I'm almost positive everyone's life is that way one way or another. I'm still trying to grow up, try to find my own path, and I think there are obstacles standing in my way. And I just wanna run past them straight to the easy life, I wanna be this ( Read more... )

I still can't seem to forgive my parents for what they did last year around this time. My whole perspective has changed about them. They are different people than those parents I seemed to see so long ago. Both of my parents have made alot of mistakes and I wonder if they ever think about how the whole has affected me. Have they ever thought of ( Read more... )

So I just messaged my high school best friend, and I decided to let go finally. Let go of my inhibitions. I was tired of hearing how I was stabbed in the back, tired of listening to how she wanted me to break up, tired of hearing the lies. So, I pretty much said I was tired of all of the above, and that it didn't matter to me if we were friends or ( Read more... )

I feel as if what I have accomplished, means nothing to my parents. Its always why cant you be like them, why dont you go do this, why arent you doing this. I just don't understand. I think I've made it this far, and I think I'm doing great. I don't think the Air Force is better than San Jose State, I'm not my brother, I am my own person ( Read more... )

Today, was crazy. I just never really imagined someone raelly truly liking me, like love me. It never crossed my mind once that one day I would stumble upon someone who honestly cares, who really loves who I am, and its so silly to think that I find it to hard to comprehend, to blind to see. I couldn't really except that before, but it opened my ( Read more... )

its crazy that those who love you the most hurt you the most. My parents. My boyfriend ( Read more... )

I went back to my parents house this weekend. It was not good. The visit broke my heart beyound anything. Things there just have not changed, my parents just don't treat me the way they use to, and thats only because their never around long enough. I have never seen a family so out of touch, and the parents are the ones that aren't seeing whats ( Read more... )

you say that you really like me. still its not love. but the fact that you do like me that much means something. its a lot. you say one thing. do another. its killing me. If you like someone that much don't you want to show it with affection, and not little boy affection, but real affection ( Read more... )

im on the east coast. finally made it here ( Read more... )

Its amazing. looking at photos...knowing what you were going through at that very moment in time. How everything was a mess, but this picture. It's captured a moment. A still moment where everything looks right. Like you have it all figured out. And life just couldn't be better. I guess that's the magic of pictures. 1,000 words. Others look at the ( Read more... )