well i got my tattoo outlined just under a month ago, all in 2 1/2 hours... but thats just the beginning ( Read more... )

my birthday is on tuesday ( Read more... )

and you seem to know them all.

fuck you _ _ _ seriously fuck you. sorry. goodbye. -click-
such romance.

what the fuck is going on... at least i know someone's smiling about this,
hey you might get what you've been after all this time.

"sorry" can only work so many times.
-crack crack

i'm sick of this whole situation...
i shouldn't have to deal with this shit....but what do you know, i do.

it's all bullshit and heart breaking pain in my eyes.

nothing good can come out of this,
but i refuse to stop it...

why?

my eyes hurt to be open.

my heart hurts to be so vulnerable.
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why does everything feel so different and nothing feels accomplished.

I miss my boyfriend way too much right now, and just about every other day...

Also,
i CANT stand my job for very much longer.

it fucking pisses me the fuck off when people say shit to you when they don't fucking mean it ( Read more... )

it doesn't help that i have to work a double tomorrow...

i guess i'll just stay up until 7ish, when my mom gets home ...grrr

i wonder if i can see a doctor about this...?(one that doesnt cost a lot of money ) even though theres a simpler solution, gary should be here all the time...: (

i'm just now realizing how hard this is going to be for my Gary and I, fuck...but hey things will only get worse as the time increases right?

even when i have days off from everything, that doesn't mean he will, and also that doesn't mean i'll have a way to get there....

: ( my heart hurts

so guess who's tattoo might be pictured in the upcoming tattoo flash magazine that comes out in mid september...???

tired of guessing?

me!

hah i'm so excited, even though its at a "probably" right now...but once i get my back finished theres no doubt i'll be all up in those magazines like woah!

it helps that my artist is the fucking shit....