it's SPRING!!!!!! today its so warm, not like shorts and a tee warm. I was outside in my bathingsuit trying to get a tan warm! and Monday it's suposta reach 80! anyways, today I was suposta go over to soph's but I didn't cuz, well, I just wasn't in the mood to be around people. I felt bad bailing on her but if I was there I would've just been ( Read more... )

I spoke. In complete sentances. Yeah, my days going gooooooood! Pray for me that tonight will be even better. Heeheehee. I'm getting back on the dating horse...er...well sorta...I hope:-p

heeheeehee! Have you ever been happy? Like real happy, where can't stop smiling? where you wanna go dance in the rain? where nothing can stop you from smiling? Its such an amazing feeling to not be tied down by sadness for once. It's so liberating, I LOVE IT!!! I don't want to loose this feeling. I just feel like I'm smiling from deep inside my ( Read more... )

Oh I forgot to say something. There's a rumor going around that Mike got shot in the arm this morning and that some guy got stabbed in like the gut. Man, hickville isn't safe anymore!! Drug busts once a week, kids ODing, people getting stabbed, drive by shootings. all this in the past few months! Blame the media, it always works

Its friday atlast!!! Today sammie was talking to me about her and nick and the whole prom thing. And she was like "yeah he wants to go with you and he thinks you're really hot" and blah blah blah. I mean yeah I'm flattered and all he seems like a cool guy, in fact I had a crush on him a while back (I still do find him kinda cool :-p) but I could ( Read more... )

:) so my 16th might not be too bad!! Tish and I are having a party together at her house, there are gunna be about 200-300+ Tish wants to rent a bouncey castle thing, which I'm tempeted to have the set-up people put in the pool. AND is that wasn't cool enough Sam and I are going to the Dropkick Murphys show!!!!!!!! I just bought our tickets:) We'll ( Read more... )

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Well I think we all knew about the border line already.....

gah yesterday I dropped out of the band, well I only talked to sohp about it and I wont be out of it for forever, a break I pupose. I'm just so sick of all this high school drama that's going around, it's annoying and childish ( Read more... )

sometimes I'm selfish, sometimes I hurt so bad I can't stand up. sometimes I wanna give my pain away, give to all those who caused it. sometimes two little words can cause so much pain I crave death. sometimes I hate you so much it makes me puke. sometimes I love you so much I burst into tears. sometimes I wonder how much better my life would be if ( Read more... )

People who talk behind your back suck. But it's the people who then deny ever doing so that suck even more. If you aren't man enough to face the misstakes you've made then I truely feel sorry for you because in the end you wont have anybody left to turn to.