::points to heart:: Hurts. Lots. :'(

Why are we so oblivious to the pain we've caused to others but so aware of the pain they've caused us? Why is it that just the sight of something can make you run and cry? Is love supose to hurt this much?

I can't wait 'till next week...

:( this whole bobby/tish thing is just too much for me. It's made me relize how much I do care for him (as a friend and more I guess) its made me resent tish and its just put an all over strain on my life. I mean I'm happy to see him happy, well as happy as he can get, but it still hurts like way down in the bottem or ur stomach and real deep in ur ( Read more... )

Everybody makes such a big deal about your sweet sixteen (or un-sweet in my case) and people keep asking me what I plan on doing but it just wont be the same with Miranda and Sammie. It seems like they'll be dancing the night away while I'm...well not due to lack of invite to prom. And Tish will prolly be gone so thats 3 down 1 to go and I'm sure ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrruf! Today I stayed after school and stuff and for the most part it was just me and ***** cuz miranda had to watch Q's kiddies and stuff but then _____ came after a while and so me and ******* were just goofing around like we offten do and yadda yadda yaada. Then he leaves and sam like pounces on me saying stuff like "its so obvious you ( Read more... )

ugh, I've been sick for the past three days and it SUCKS. Yesterday consisted of massive amounts of Buffy watching and it looks like today is shaping up to be the same. Yesterday Tish was home sick too but I didn't know so obviously I didn't call her up and stuff. Today it looks like Sam is too (well atleast at home, I dunno bout the sick bit) Gah ( Read more... )

I hate fighting

I got the second season of Buffy today:):):)

Question of the day: Is it better for somebody to always love you, or be IN love with you but not for forever?

Isn't it scary to know you've made an impact on somebody's life? wheather it be good or bad you still have given somebody memories they'll never forget.

Why can't I just NOT think about him? Why can't we be together? Why is it that when I fall in love the person ends up baisicly saying they like me too but they think there might be someting better out there. So I tell them I'll wait and deep down hoping they'll tell me I don't have to but instead they take me up on my offer and go chase down the ( Read more... )

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