I really dont want to be alive right now. Im haveing such a bad fucking day i just want to go somewhere so bad i cant seem to escape my house its like im fucking locked in here i hate it here. no one can fucking save me i cant even save myself no one wants to pick me up no one even fucking cares my mom just wants to torture me I HATE MYSELF AND MY ( Read more... )

So i was in the car with my mom the other day.(girls day out) and mine and no names song came on and its one of those somgs that NEVER comes on the radio and now im sitting on my computer listenin to my music on shuffle and the song listen to heart by dht comes on and NOW jagged edge just came one the song wiffey.......... I didnt even know i had ( Read more... )

ok so things are kinda really good again but EXTREMELY confusing!!! i know things are about to turn bad again though cause thats how it always goes. no name and i get REALLY close and then he just wants to be friends so now im just waiting for the "i just wanna be friends" " i dont want a girlfriend" Blah blah blah. whatever i guess im gunna have ( Read more... )

i just dont know what to do anymore...... im lost... i never thought that i could hurt this much

I FUCKING LOVE STEVEN SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so Tophers out of my love life, Robbie only likes me as just a friend(just like topher) and NOW!! MY BEST FRIEND/EX moved to kentucky a year ago and he promised he would come visit me everytime theres a break from school... well he hasnt visited me ONCE. he PROMISED he would come down for summer break..... now he has a girlfriend and hes not ( Read more... )

well when i thought it couldnt get worse it did..... I just dont understand how some girls can have everything they want or at least some stuff they want.... like having a nice body and being pretty, AND have a perfect relationship and everything. they get who they really want, why not me why cant i be pretty and have a nice body or have a car or ( Read more... )

so now i really like 2 guys and i rieally want to be with at least one of them. I so sick of thinking about topher allt he time... i kist want to be over himlike tomorrow. It hurts so bad im just so lost without him and i want someone to fill his spot.. Im done noe more games

I finally decided to get my livejournal up and running again. How does it look so far?

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