***BEFORE READING: Just remember that I love you all very much. This is not about any one person in particular. If you're going to be mad at me about this - good, go for it. See if I give a shit because it's only honesty ( Read more... )

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"49 hours and 46 minutes to go
but who's counting. i just thought
I'd let you know
I filled my head with your voice.
And now I'm drowning,
Well I wrote this song for you."

I should just give up.  I really don't think this is going anywhere anymore, and I am just going to be hurt in the end.  Thats usually how the game ends.  This is such a lose-lose ( Read more... )

Matchbook Romance
"Tiger Lily"

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go ( Read more... )

i am such a horrible friend. fucking horrible.

i shouldn't have gone.

"You don't deserve that car!"  he yelled at me out of the window of the school bus.

what, you think you deserve it????

who is older than me, but still riding the little school bus home anyway?

yeah, thats right.

haha, fuck you jac.  fuck.  you.

AKA and Elephant Graveyard both did very well yesterday.

Let's go camping. Who's in?

oh wow. i saw James yesterday. i didn't say anything in fear of things being way too awkward for the time being. i'm positive he didn't see me though, which is a good thing. i got home and i had a new email from Chris, James's best friend - go figure. it had nothing to do with the sighting fom about 3 hours before, but it was just a friendly " ( Read more... )

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Scarf Tastic (8:17:34 PM): so, nicole.
Scarf Tastic (8:17:39 PM): i was just thinking.
Scarf Tastic (8:17:45 PM): you are really a good person.
Scarf Tastic (8:17:51 PM): in your own way.
thricexugly (8:18:10 PM): hah!
thricexugly (8:18:11 PM): sure...
Scarf Tastic (8:18:12 PM): and youve actually had a good influence on me.
thricexugly (8:18:19 PM): lol
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