Lately I've been thinking about a lot my life.. and if I'm really happy with where I am and how it's turned out.. I love my husband so much, but we're falling apart day by day, I thought things were getting better, but apparently they're not. I don't want to live my life without him, I want him there, I just want to be happy with him, but he's so ( Read more... )

So it's been..years since I've posted ( Read more... )

So it's been a pretty calm last couple days. I've been able to do a lot of thinking, made a lot of new decisions for myself. I havent been able to do that in a long time. I'm on a journey to find my true self once again. I'm so confused as to who I really am, I think I once found myself.. But I got into a relationship, a horrible one at that about ( Read more... )

So here's for my first entry.. Wow welcome to my soap opera.. Well yesterday I spent moping around the house.. I've been thinking a lot lately and I can't get the image of Tuesday out of my mind. I spent monday night Hanging out with Andy and Monaca in a pathetic attempt to be cupid.. Which actually worked..I'm not so sure I'm happy about that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I sit here and wonder why you dont want to accept me ( Read more... )

you make me crazy =)

-feels like shes up in the clouds-

just talking to you makes me want to never stop smiling =)

I can't wait to be in your arms tonight

I'm happy ( Read more... )

So.. I talked to the vet/animal control/and a lady that works in the apartments that was there at the time. Also besides two broken legs, Her head was crushed, Her stomache was open and bleeding, her lungs were collapsed, and her leg bones were sticking out of her skin. Yet she fought for every last single moment of her life and still managed to ( Read more... )

So I spent all day looking, driving to the pound, and putting up flyers for my missing cat ( Read more... )

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