I cannot deal....i seriously cannot. i am trying and yea i put a shit load of crap into perspective but i doesnt help, maybe it is one of those down days for me....wait no every day is... so yea life sucks, i really don't wanna be here. but i guess that is how things are expected to seem like. For you bill i won't i know....i want to though. yea so ( Read more... )

I was looking at past things in my journal and i found this thing Bill filled out for me and i cried bc i miss you so much Bill....I love you ( Read more... )

Today was Billy Bear's funeral.........and i do not know what to say i have so many emotions i am blank.....HELP ( Read more... )

On Sunday morning the greatest person who i loved past away. I love you Bill!!! I will always love you, and its so hard to write this out in words. I knew from the moment i knew something was wrong when you where tossing and turning in my bed that you wanted me to be awake to help you. And i did. I was by your side and i knew you were so scared ( Read more... )

Stole these from tom...muahahaha

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Okay, so yea i have not been updating lately bc i still am waiting on a power source for my computer, but other then that i am sad bc my best friend is not doing things as well as she should be doing them, i know i am not her but it sucks....what the hell is love in her eyes? i would love to know, what is friendship as well? i am confused, and sad ( Read more... )

Okay, so yea to make a potential long day seem short on here, went to work at 10am, worked til 6pm, fucking guy (manager of a store somewhere) pissed me off bc he thinks bc he worked at fucking acme as a manager for fucking 20 years he knows what he is doing, lol obviously he got fired bc look at where he is working, no offence but usually ( Read more... )

okay basically some stuff went down i will talk about in a private entry....for friends only bc yea....they would cry and bitch if they herad what i have to say...so HA to you none friends

Okay so today started off grand when i woke up at 12:30pm, bc my mom knew i needed sleep, but yea, after i dropped her off at the grocery store, i went to goodwill and bought a refurnished a/c for my room, and to see Billy *giggles*. So after chillin in there i said i was going to go get the a/c from the back and then go home and start wash. So the ( Read more... )

Okay, so i lost/had my cellphone stolen....its kinda funny, me tom and krsi took my car to work on sunday and i left my cellphone on the hood of the car and it had to of flew off, so i was like on its dead (i realized my phone was gone when i was on my way to work didnt wanna turn around bc i would have been late) so when we came home, no remains ( Read more... )