I love being goth because I love how I can express my individuality through the way I dress.

I can't wait to die.

You know...Most people who are goth don't even know that they're goth, and if they say they're goth, then they're not.

As a child, black was the only color in my crayon box.

Nobody understands the pain I go through on a daily basis. I have to worry about family, school, finding a job, girls, and a lot of other things most people, especially teenagers, wouldn't understand. Other than all of that, I have to deal with my clothes fading and having to buy new ones in order to be sure that my clothes are always blacker ( Read more... )

feel the pain inside me
blood stains on my sheets

slice myself into pieces

I haven't been updating lately because I found out that some of the goths around where I live hang out at the cemetary, so I've been trying to become friends with them. They don't like me because I'm loud and wear the same Manson shirt everyday...They're probably posers, anyway. I'm through with them ( Read more... )

Today my parents told me that I actually have a slight case of Down Syndrome. They didn't want to tell me because they wanted to raise me as a normal child, but this "goth" thing is getting out of hand and this can be the only explantion. That's what they told me, anyway. So I guess the reason I'm goth is I'm retarded.

Damn it, I couldn't go hang out with the other goths at the mall. My parents grounded me when I refused to dig a hole for them outside in the middle of the day. So I can't go to the mall for a week, and I still had to dig the hole! That's so ungoth. It looks like I'm going to be spending the rest of my Christmas vacation writing gloomy poetry ( Read more... )

While I was buying my Edgar Allen Poe book from my local book-store, I spotted a magazine entitled "Goth". Since I am a goth, I decided to look through it. It didn't say anything about real goth. It just talked about punk bands and stuff that has nothing to do with goths. It also had pictures of posers like some guy named Peter Murphey, and it ( Read more... )

Today I read a book about goth called Goth Chic. Now I can be even more goth then I already am. I have to go now and buy some tighter pants, because apparently true goths don't wear pants that could house 2 mexican familys. This book had really taught me the error of my ways. I must now go listen to true goth music...Like Nine Inch Nails... ( Read more... )