Uh, so hi flist! I havent posted anything in ages and I really can't say why. Stress, school, job, people, I don't know. But I've decided to start posting again, and attempt to actually be involved in fandom for like the first time ever. I've been reading fanfiction since the tender age of nine, and have written a bit here and there, but I think ( Read more... )

It has been forever since I updated. Sorry for being a crappy lj friend, everyone xD I've been busy, and fucked up. I think I have a problem with anxiety, but I'm trying to deal with it on my own. I don't think the parents want another kid in therapy ( Read more... )

Everything is insane. I'm busier than I ever thought I could be. It seems like everything's just piling on and I'm being suffocated. I spent my entire day yesterday applying to college and doing homework. Today, I got a haircut, bought some boots, and did an English paper for hoursssss. Senior year is supposed to be easy. It's not. Everyone and ( Read more... )

School's been going alright so far. My classes got all fixed up so I'm happy about that :) I went to Maryland to look at colleges over the long weekend we had. I loooooooooved UMD. I also really liked Johns Hopkins but it's definitely not worth the $52,000+ per year. They seemed a little too full of themselves. If i had all expenses paid, I'd go, ( Read more... )

I really can't wait for fall. I'm getting sick of summer. I'm getting lazy, bored, and aggravated with my friends. I was really happy, then last night i just exploded with crying and worrying and being pissed off. I felt bad keep Olivia awake because she's all sickly and we had to get up early today :(. But I'm okay now. My emotions are all fucked ( Read more... )

Life's been weird. Last Saturday was both so much fun and horrible. I went to the beach with people for Tom's birthday, then hung out at his house in the hot tub that night, which was lovely and fun. But I also found out my mom's friend/ "cousin" JoAnn died. She had struggled with MS for about 23 years, so I guess it's better that she's not ( Read more... )

I've been crap at updating lately, partly due to my week-long vacation and partly due to the computer in my room being destroyed :/ How is everyone doing? I'm actually okay. I was dreading coming home from vacation because my friends are petty and dramatic and hate each other, but I'm surprised to find that I enjoy being home again. I got home ( Read more... )