without you ni my life, there's no point ( Read more... )

i'm sorry everyone.
for everything.

and today they fucking hurt ( Read more... )

i have pneumonia so i haven't been around lately.
been to the ER and lately all i've been able to do is sleep.
follow up doctor's appointment tomorrow.
hopefully they'll give me something stronger 'cause i'm not getting better and i feel like shit and still can't breathe=/

i've been selfish about my love for way too long now and it has to stop ( Read more... )

i want someone to hurt me ( Read more... )

fucking pig cops don't care if i live or die ( Read more... )

i shouldn't even be awake let alone at work ( Read more... )

yeah, so...all faking it aside, things haven't been great lately and have actually been going pretty shitty.
last night, though, i realized just how fucked in the head i really am=/
when things go really bad like this and i'm worried i'm gonna do something stupid (whether it's go out and let everyone and their brother do whatever they want to me, or ( Read more... )

yesterday i had sex with my old shrink ( Read more... )