SO. Life. it's good, it's bad, it's unpredictable. nothing new here. I've learned so much in in the year 2008. However, I know I have a hell a lot more to learn. and all I have to say to that is...Bring it on World. I will take it head on.
2009. For me it symbolizes Change. and no, not due to Obama. I don't even care for him, but good luck to him on ( Read more... )

ehh. I don't feel well. I gave blood yesterday. I don't think that's why I'm not feeling well though. I don't know.

Last night. Friday 12/12. Went on a "Date" with manda-ha. I love that girl. I'm so glad she's one of my best friends. I don't know if I'd be okay in my life if she wasn't in it. We went to the mall. I got martin a beer helmet-very nice ( Read more... )

So. I'm missing my best friend terribly. I don't know why, but I just can't get a hold of her ( Read more... )

So. This weekend is exactly what I needed ( Read more... )

so. this year. it's insane. I slacked off, did shitty, the past three years, and now I somehow believe if I work my ass off my sr. year, it'll all be ok. No Felicia. That's not how it works. Dumbass ( Read more... )

I haven't used this is I'm going to guess.....two years?
I finally remembered how helpful it was. But the only problem is that I'm still feeling shitty, even after writing.
I'm so lonely. I hate it.

I haven't used this for more than a year.
I feel so depressed. so disgusting. so...ugly.
I don't understand it. Why can't I be in that group.
Frontier-I'd love it. East Aurora-I don't want to be here.
My parents don't understand, they think hmmm, it's just high school.
high schools are all alike. NO. That's not my problem.
My problem is. I wish to hard. ( Read more... )

just kidding.
((ea sucks balls still))

I never thought I'd use this ever again.
but I just got a sudden urge to write
I miss and love bedford, but I dunno.
Ea still sucks ass,
but now I'm talking to this kid I just met
his name is Phil, and he's extremely cool.
I think I've got a crush on him...hmmm *wink*
I really do like him, he's amazing.
He's a good reason why I'm starting to like Ea<3

yea I'm not happy, this town still fucking sucks and blah blah blah ( Read more... )