I am drunk.

i recently took a look at my last update and realized that this journal is not exempt. i thought it was funny (in a stupid keeyan humor way of course). i also thought it was a good reason to post (i'm not sure who has ever or still would read these). not much has changed. the little that has has made a big difference. the master plan is being ( Read more... )

i'm in a strange euphoric mood right now. why, you ask. i dunno ( Read more... )

a notch on my belt is how you shall exist

a notch on my bedpost is how you shall exist

and no more, no less for the common good

that's you, american womanhood

that's you

i have to say that i'm pretty proud of myself; i haven't posted for over 3 weeks. that's even better than when i said i wasn't going to. not bad at all. doesn't change a goddamn thing though. i'm still a fucking idiot who doesn't know what he wants nor what to do. so... what is the matter with me? i have not been myself in a very long time and i ( Read more... )

i guess it has been "awhile" seeing how i dramaticlaly vowed not to post until then in my last entry. it hasn't even been two weeks. i'm silly. i was weird for awhile. some of you still think i'm being weird. maybe you're right, but i know that i'm not as weird as before (two weeks ago). i've realized/come to terms with some stuff ( Read more... )

"i know none of you need me anymore. i don't need any of you either. leave me alone, just disappear. that's the easy part for all of you because i already have from your lives, but not by my choice, by yours. thank you all for forgetting me so fast, i'll do my best to make sure that i promptly return the favor." -more unspoken words from a ( Read more... )

no need to bother with the title of this entry, i'm not gonna explain it, and you wont get it on your own (i guarantee whatever you come up with is wrong ( Read more... )

so not only is it me (keeyan), but wonderful mr. butler as well. we got back from the atreyu show a few hours ago and decided to come to my house to work on the website. it kicks ass. no, it really does and i feel bad for other bands who think they have good web sites. sorry to you. Ok, its my turn now(jason). Well, as keeyan has already ( Read more... )

look ben/becca i actually took your silly quizzes


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