life just got a bit more difficult. :/

...let go.

my heart is bursting at the seams...

how that feeling is suppose to be anymore.

has it become a frequent desire
that now i only want it to obtain it
and nothing more.

i want to lose myself in desire,
lose myself in the prize i've been given.
but i feel content with just knowing it's mine....or is it.

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i feel as though i am a last priority
or maybe just a object in the way
of conducting a living minus my exsistence.
it seems that the more i try to communicate
the more i am taken for granted
left to humble myself
with images of past when i once had a smile, heart, and hand to call my own.

forgotten?
i prefer avoided.

i find myself still searching ( Read more... )

im not too sure if this is pushing forward...
or falling backwards...

the friends are calling her home.
so now the distance between you and i begin...

i got a glimpse
of what i hope the future brings
and i love it.

between 11:50pm and 3:00am
was the best part of august so far.

i still mess up
though im learning to improve.
i may not be perfect
but believe me when i say
im saved for you.
my heart...is always yours
five years in the making
we're just like wine...it'll only get better.

basking in the morning sun ( Read more... )