this year i will be having my very first birthday party. i'm VERY excited. less than a month away. you all will be getting invitations via myspace...once the damn event page wants to work.

why is it so damn hard to tone up your ass? jesus. not fair.

danny and mo, you guys were in my dream last night. you were giving me a refridgerator and it was my dream fridge. the one where the water and ice come out of the door. i'm noticing that unemployment gives me a lot of time to do random things. like update this thing, drink my coffee naked by the window...actually a lot of naked time. now i'm going ( Read more... )

i got fired today for ac ompletely ridiculous reason. ive never been so upset about a job. i really thought i was gonna work there for a long long time. i was so comfortable there, and now i have nothing and my rent is due in a few days. im really scared and i have no idea what im gonna do. it gets to be really frustrating when life is so fucked up

it just isn't fair. he leaves and this comes back

new house with rene is so awesome.

no more:

roomates
messes
noise

and no more clothing worn in the house!

hopefully he'll put a baby in me soon.

so i just bought some mace online beacuse some creepy neighbor left 2 flowers and a note on our fence that said i like you both. and i dont wanna get raped or killed or both. but on the website i got it from, they have the sickest product. its a pair of brass knuckles that has a stun gun mechanism on the center knuckle. o not only would you punch ( Read more... )

goddamn. rene leon is my world. he is everything i need and want. my heart has been smothered in his love and i wouldnt have it any other way. he has given me the happiness i used to daydream about. we're gonna make babies. and beautiful ones at that. thank you rene.

my first day at dogbar was great. after an hour or two of helping to organize my boss' office i was called to the grooming room because they were swamped. im learning under the coolest guy, hes a crazy argentinian who has won countless awards in dog grooming and dog showing. he curses a lot too. i washed, blow dried, and trimmed a pomeranian, 2 ( Read more... )

ah what a sigh of relief. today is the best day ever. my life is falling into place finally. i got hired full time at dogbar on the beach! and i'll be learning to groom dogs as well. im so beyond stoked it aint even funny.

fabulous daytime job....plus
new place for just me and RL...plus
espresso/cappucino machine....plus

so happy.