So Matt and I had sex which alot of people know about and then quite a few months roll by and my parents pick up my diary while snooping around my room and they decide it would be a good idea to read it. Of course I wrote about it. So now they know and I'm not really supposed to see Matt ever again. Hopefully I will. It's a shame though you know? I ( Read more... )

thisxfakexsmile (11:57:03 PM): I want to have a relationship sooo bad matt.
Weezersk8r41 (11:57:11 PM): chure u do
thisxfakexsmile (11:57:22 PM): like a fucking real mature relationship thats what i want more than anything
thisxfakexsmile (11:58:03 PM): I want a relationship that isn't jealous or annoying. and not about sex but about love. I want a ( Read more... )

( Pictures from this weekend.. )

So I haven't really updated and said anything about my summer thus far. Well I think it has gone tremendous personally...let's see..

Friday<3

Well we had a half day of school and when i got out I went to target with my mom and sister and got some awesome flats<3 they're super cute. Anyways and then I came home and met up with Kelsey. We were ( Read more... )

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So today we had a half day of school which was pretty killer and when we got out Mickey and I walked to the Dollar Store and talked alot of smack about spaghetti. lmao not really. but it was fun to say cause only her and I know who spaghetti is.<33 Then we went to the bus stop and waited til it came. After I got off i went to Old Dixie with my ( Read more... )

Ahh I'm in the library at school and I'm really bored. We're in AG class doing some really lame project. I dont want to do it. So I'm gonna get caught on this. I'll update later.

I love how I had the best night of my life last night and I accidentally got my hopes up that this was it. Everything was going to be perfect from now on and then I wake up the next morning and I dont hear from him and I dont worry cause I know he must be sleeping. Then when he finally calls it's to ask me where Rock n' Roll Heaven is. And I told ( Read more... )

So I was sitting around listening to music and there are alot of songs or parts of songs that are like ubber Matthew reminder songs and sooooo..I thought I should post them. The lyrics highlighted in aqua are the lyrics that remind me of Matt. If they are also bold they are super important lol. And the songs in general are probably really killer ( Read more... )

So I'm at Walker Middle. HAHAHA...I'm sorry if you weren't here to see me....Losers.