i went into this year not expecting anything that's happened to me at all.

see i wrote this list of things last new years eve. bizzare things at the time to me at least.

but i achieved them. almost all of them to my surprise.

let's recap my year of ups and downs.

one big part of my year was this one guy. wow. he got me. i really fell for him. ( Read more... )

wow. todays my birthday. im 16. it doesnt feel like my birthday im really bored. i wanna go somewhere..do something ( Read more... )

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

TO MY

BESTEST BEST

FRIEND in the whole wide world for ever and ever and ever. i love you Alex and i hope it was the bestest birthday ever..and im coming to see you thursday..i promise!

heart*haley* heart

*i got this from taylor's journal*

You can ask me 3 questions. Any 3 no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn you have to post this message in your own bulletin and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you. So go ahead and ask me any 3 questions.

p.s. you dont have to do the "in turn" part.. ( Read more... )

advice i thought of that people have told me and i've heard.

• follow your dreams
• b.e.l.i.e.v.e in yourself
• do not be afraid to fall in love.

surprisingly my dad told me the last one yesterday on the phone when he called and i was crying.

i have my eye on someone. what if i say i might have for a while now?

^big day tomm.^

my birthday is coming ( Read more... )

its amazing how much one person can put you through ( Read more... )

i was thinking about something funny today.

danimals. great times. hahahahahahahahaaha

ive been in mississippi.  seen family. gone out to eat every night at casinos. ive been hanging out with liz..great fun!! it's awesome. we went to jordan's house sunday..twice then today i went to her soccer game and to jordans boat w/ jonathon and these 3 ( Read more... )

last night me and ben talked on the phone for like ever. till like 2 something in the morning. it was fun.

today i had my "support group" as i call it..it was fun? i guess i get out of class..thats a plus

this chick is gna ask her dad for backstage passes to give to me to see THE USED.  yes ahhh it is awesome..i might be meeting them. not just them ( Read more... )

today.

ben called and woke me up. i missed the bus and so i missed school.

i came to my dads house..i get online..and this shits happened. and it gets worse.

im sorry.

ben i love you.

update.. last weekend i went to velvet revolver with ben and hope and gabe on friday..awesome.

saturday i went out to eat with ben garrett sheena bree and taylor then to the homecoming dance..by the way everyone looked gorgeous..im a loser. that about sums it up.

sunday i saw the grudge with samantha and shelby..i was scared once. im proud.

this ( Read more... )