lets see..

i just got home not too long ago.

i hate riding the bus. today..no freakin surprise it broke down.

then when i FINALLY got home..i went to kinkos..then to bring my young sibilings to c.c.d. then to staples..and last but not least to get ben's birthday present.

i hope he likes it all. my mom wouldnt let me give him what he wanted..money. ( Read more... )

lets see.

um this week was..ok. my aunt and grandmother were supposed to come this weekend. but someone died. my grandmothers sister.i didnt know her.

i havnt talked to ben in a few days and i rele miss him.

im mad that i still cant find my used dvd. its just heartbreaking.

hoover beat us tonite. that mad me mad. i rele wanted to beat them.

i ( Read more... )

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dedication to alex.

alex thank you so much for doing this to my journal.

i would have never figured it out.

you are the bestest best friend in the whole wide world noone could be a better bestest best friend..

i love you oh so much.

im tryin to make an icon...yea its not working out for me. no surprise.

i got to talk to ben today i was so glad i ( Read more... )

today is the day. the day i change my journal. it'll be great.

last night my dog ran away. it was just awful. until i found her.

the only otehr thing that happened was i talked on the phone and internet.

i think i might do some homework. im not sure yet.

i really miss ben

comment if u love me.

let's see if i can update without it messing up. i doubt it ( Read more... )

WHY ME

WHHHHHHHHHHHHY MEEEEEEE

WHY WHY WHY WHY

WHY THE HELL ME?

ANSWER THE QUESTION DUMBASS.

MY WEEKEND WAS OK..I DIDNT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TODAY..I DROVE. AND I SPED.

I TALKED TO EVERYONE.

i love u guys especially my bestest best friend.

call  me.

i love you ben so much you dont know

i had a bad day today. and i dont think tommorow is going to be any better. i hate bitches. die please?

last weekend was alot of fun..i had tried to update and i typed it all and shit and then it xed out and i was too pissed to rewrite it.

so look at samanthas journal to see what i did. but ben came over friday instead of the homecoming thingy in ( Read more... )

SwEeT SiXtEeN tO MaH!

ok..last night ben came over..it was fun fun. i love him so much. later blake and garrett might/probably come over..hopefully.

ok heres something i thought of that i just had to do.

100 Things i LOVE.

-God.

-music

-my friends ga i love yall so much

-family of course..gotta love em

-dogs.

-the used every single one of them and ( Read more... )

last two days were fun ( Read more... )