winter still sucks the life out of me. although, i AM excited to move back down to philly for the semester. Last semester was hard but in retrospect it was fun and being with keek and hanging out and doing fun shit was awesome. My class schedule is pretty good. Three days a week, but my new apartment is literally a block away from my college. Its ( Read more... )

The winter the past few years has really been getting to me, i always feel glum, i never want to do anything, just going outside is a task in and of itself, the air seriously feels like 5000 bricks crushing down on my chest, and every waking moment is spent just wishing for warmer, longer days. It's finally here, it is fucking finally here

this week has been a blur ( Read more... )

oh and reading old journal entries is sooo weird.

it makes me feel all these feelings that i haven't felt in awhile. good/bad/indifferent.

its weird to see how i've changed.

i have not updated my livejournal since april, hah ( Read more... )

cause i know what it's like to have fallen soo far."

heh. its funny how i forgot how good american nightmare was. ive had that AN lj icon for years and know i remember why i never changed it.

got the internet back today.

"I'm just a boy letting go of his heart
Because the days are like knives
And the knives are so sharp
One more kiss - so I don't ( Read more... )

stranger than fiction is a really good movie. watch it.

i bought keek cute undies tonight with my new VICTORIA SECRET CREDIT CARD! : )
we are going to the st. patricks day parade on saturday, it is going to be insaneeeeeeee.

i love being with her.

i've never felt like a bigger piece of shit in my entire life than i do right now.

sometimes saying sorry to someone you hurt just doesnt work.

when will i learn that know matter how pissed off i get, the happiest moments in my life are with her?

asdklasj. i fucked up.

this weekend was fun ( Read more... )

happy valentines day ( Read more... )