It's been this way my entire life...all i've asked for is someone to love that I can love back. Parent problems and everything else have shaped me into this type of feeling. I can't help but want to be in a relationship. I cannot take love less seriously. I try to be patient but always loose faith. This was the first time in four months that I ( Read more... )

Nevermind that last post. It was all a sham. Ha. Ha. Jokes on me.

Great news my friend. My old first girlfriend is so graciously taking me back. Kelly Stromski. One of the coolest cats at our school.

I mask everything. Nobody will ever know the real me. I mask everything so nobody sees what I really am. Today I was pissed off at a couple people but I just smiled and laughed with them as if nothing were wrong at all. Of course they have no idea that I know that they lied to me the night before.Do you know what it feels like to like a person that ( Read more... )

this is my December ( Read more... )

So, scream I heard about your message ( Read more... )

OK so I was supposed to go to this school, homestead, tonight for a basketball game with some friends, but last night I guess one of them said they doubted we were going. I saw Eddie and Kenneth walking to a car so I'm pretty sure they lied to me yet another time. Fucking gay asses.

Hey thurr kiddies. Nothing really special happend today. I went to this person's house to I guess evaluate a drumset for them. They had no idea how much to sell the thing for. To tell you the truth they're lucky to get $500 for it. It's a piece of shit. On the other hand i'm going to the dance with mariah griffen if i get the money in time. But ( Read more... )

Meh, school was gay as usual. I have to do some stupid fucking speach for comp skills. What the fuck is that shit. Atleast i'm not depressed like usual... Zoloft is my hero. Though, I still want to get back in the dating game and find a new girlfriend.. It's been long enough being alone.

Blar. It's monday.It just turned 5 after 7. School is gay. Anyway i'm just sitting here eating breakfast and shiznet... and you can't help but wonder... Where's the cream filling?! heh. I'll update later.