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So it's been a while. A very long, boring, depressing while. I've changed my apperence for the most part... I've got nothing to look foward to besides my band. I love my band. That's the only thing i've been able to love lately.

I don't want to work today.. its hot as fuck outside and now im forced to wear black... even though I already was and am, what if i wanted to change? :'(

OH MAN THAT WAS EMO

How can I be so cool? I don't know.

Loving you: my worst mistake. And I can't begin to tell you The sorrow you've caused. (The message was sent) The pain that will never end The pain never stops, (It will never end.) I have you to thank. (Thank you so.) Farther away from you Further away are these memories I've been here before... I've been here before... Even though I know you're ( Read more... )

I would have deleted all messages, but it was taking too fucking long. No more will I write in this journal. Good day.

Wow. I've been very good the past three days... Besides feeling a little weird... like in my head or something... idk it just feels not normal. Other than that, i've been unusually happy. There is a little loneliness (sp?) left but it's nothing compared to what it used to be. I have no idea what happend, but i'm pretty glad that it did. I'm trying ( Read more... )

Hey, I'd just like to tell all of my friends' that I love them all. They really do help me through everything. Hell, if it weren't for them, I might not be here right now. Today has been a very good day and it's the second day that I haven't been depressed about anything. Good times..

Hey kids, It's valentines day. Enough said. The whole day shall be gay. But, I am not listening to emo. I don't want to be depressed...atleast not today. That's letting the fucking hallmark faggot fucks win.

not so easy x: this song hurts ( Read more... )

I am actually happy today. I'm talking to a girl whom I think is very cool and I'm listening to old Dashboard Confessional. Good times...good times.