How did we get so complicated? What the hell did I do wrong?????

[xheartxbleedsx]

Its late and I should be sleeping. After an 8 hour shift, I'm wide awake. I guess its because turning off the lights and laying in bed, in silence, in cold, alone. Its so final. That's it and its the end of the day. And sleeping is just like rewinding the events and my waking moments are the equivalent of playing them back

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[icarus_complex_]

You have no idea how much I enjoy reading your entries in a way. They're about the only ones that actually mean something or have some emotion behind it reccently. Maybe it's the situation I'm in, but I can't help but feel like I'm relating to some character in a novel when I read all your entries. I love the fact you're bold with how deep you can go and yet be so modest about it. I don't know what I'm really getting to other then maybe I really hope you find what you're looking for and live with no regrets. Take care of yourself ~Erica