i duno what it is, but every year when it starts to get cold, i feel so much better, like justt a lot happier, but then theres a period of time where i feel like shit, anyone else ever get that? it kinda sux, cause well the past two years that its happened, ive been hospitalized for it, so that rele sux. but anywho, i might be goin to see ( Read more... )

seriously lately nobody has been wantin to chill, like what the fuck, is it cause im not in school anymore in yonkers anymore, what the fuck, do i have too much shit for u guys to copme anywehre near, what the fuck, yea this is rele doin some good on my self esteem, thanks alot.

hey everyone. sry i havnt fuckin updated ina bit, but i been busy with rehab and shit. i been clean for 3 weeks tomorro, and i feel dam good. me and morgan are going back out, its been over a month now, frankly i cant say that anything is going wrong these days, so yea its pretty cool. my fuckin leg hurts so someone should rub it for me while i ( Read more... )

well shit, i start rehab tomorrow, and it could be anywhere from a month to 4 months, i duno, depends on how good i do, but yea i rele do wana get clean so hopefully with that attitude i can just get in and outta that place. if all goes well ill be in another program called the stars program after rehab and hopefully ill stay there for high school ( Read more... )

Why am i the one who is blamed for the door to not be locked ( Read more... )

i been smokin way too much lately, i just want more and more and more of it, like theres never enough. i duno, i might be goin back to the hopital for a month this time for detoxs, i duno, i might just go to some meetings, but yea its pretty bad now, all i wana do is smoke and chill, its so werid, i duno, yea, i have a gf now which is cool, and she ( Read more... )

yea sry everyone, i just been like pissed a lot lately, at the wqhole world, so i been smokin a lot of weed, which is bad, and my mom told me my therapist might send me to the hospital for a whole month this time cause i dont mkae improvements and for detox, so im pissed about that, i hope i dont go. and like today i started to rele miss morgan, my ( Read more... )

Body: Fill this out about me!!! **BUT FIRST** REPOST a blank copy to all of your friends (including me) so they can fill it out about you! Got it? BE HONEST! **YES or NO ( Read more... )

am i allowed to be angry, that time and time again i tell people how fuckin shitty i feel, and time and time again get it thrown right the fuck back in my face. i mean the only emotions i feel now are depressed and hatred, like this summer can fuckin go to hell, cuase it rele fuckin sucks for me, and i have absolutely nothing to god dam look ( Read more... )

fuckin ive been like dam pissed lately, lots of people have jus been diggin under my skin, like whats wrong with change? so what if i took my shirt off and took a pic , who the fuck r u to say shit about it, or cause i cut my hair, u kno what, its fuckin hot out man! like seriously, oki shaved my beard off, it got annoying! always there, and its ( Read more... )