fuckin i called my ex, Morgan last night, and we were talkin, and i asked her out again, and she said yea. im so fuckin happy, i like rele love her, like ive never loved anyone more than i love her, its almost unbelievable. u should see how happy i get when u just say her name to me, like seriously its incredible, shes so amazing, u justhave to see ( Read more... )

went to the hospital last wednesday, and now im back home, doing nothing, again. not complaining but i just want things to change sometimes, but things never do, the people are still here, still the same, doing the same things at the same places everyday. im very chill now, i have nothing to be happy or sad about. right now, all im concerned about ( Read more... )

well my weekend was pretty kick uckin ass yo. smoked a lot on friday, chilled at my house saturday all alone :(, went to bennigans, came to robs on sunday, hung out all day,stll here, on his laptop, chillin, chillin. so yea pretty sick weekend, was supposed to go see deicide toight but i dont feel like it, so im not goin. but yea IM me if u want at ( Read more... )

sry if my last few entries have been a little angry, but im cool now. started smokin again, so i be hapy, but yea i been thinkin lately about like girls and stuff, and then not thinking about them. im rele confused, like i dont feel rele important around anyone cause everyoen knows eachtoher, nobody ahs any dedication or committment to offer, so i ( Read more... )

i feel worse than i did yesterday, like rele fuckin shitty, i feel like i did before i left in december, like fuckin shit, i fuckin hate it. it just makes me sick being at school, i hate it so fuckin much, i dont kno what to do either, it sucks ass. i just wana like get away for a little while longer, just meet other people, cause people here are ( Read more... )

everytime i start to feel a lil bit better, it all goes away. i get a big slap in face with reality and start to think abou why im here. i feel shitty all the time, i feel everyone fuckin hates me, and i hate myself so much. everything i want, i never get, its so fucked up, i just wanna go away and see if anybody fuckin notices that im gone, or ( Read more... )

fuckin went to robs house last night, got so fuckin wasted, ah it was horrible. i felt like i had tpo puike the whole time, but i didnt, so that sucked too. fuckin drank georgia vodka with oj, then 2 shots of gin, a shot of this sweet stuff, i duno what it was, then a 22 of bud, and then another one, it was so bad. i hate drinking. smo0king is soo ( Read more... )

rele bored, but yea im cool, i smoked last night, then this afternoon, it was fuckin great, havnt smoked in dam long. but yea just chillen, goin to my friends house soon. gona drink prolly, but i have so many stupid things to tell from last night, it was amazing.

anyways, stay classy, and keep ona rockin!

sry bout the title thing, but i love that song, represent by (hed) pe. check em out, today was fuckin great, saw star wars at 10 am at cc, kick ass fuckin movie, like fuckin amazing, deff cech it out. came home, hung out, wne tover friends house, huing out, now im here. had a great last night too, got so fuckin high at like 2 in the morning, fuckin ( Read more... )

i got asthma, again, fuckin allergies kick started it, so i got it now, and im fuckin dying from coughing, god dam the gods. day was pretty ok, just feelin a little weird, dunnoy , still abit shaky too, from yesterday, rele shaky. and i got like fuckin 3 hugs, what the fuck, i mean what the fuck! i dont like it, not one bit, i am gettin rele angry ( Read more... )