one day your in disneyland for your birthday and a few days later you find out one of your old friends has killed himself . Its true you cant have peeks without valleys, i just wish the valleys weren't soooooo deep. my heart goes out to his wife and child he left behind. as always we are still here fighting through the good and the bad . I just ( Read more... )

"maybe, i need someone that can save me, from the things in my life that keep making me crazy ( Read more... )

i tried to save a humming bird stuck in a store today and it fell to the floor and died in my hands as i tried to feed it and take it outside. i felt its heart stop in my hands. bummer

ya kids popcorn and drinks provided (yes and booze for the sellouts ha ha) my house is totally done up as always tree and all ( Read more... )

thursday was GWAR,Terror, Toxic Holocaust fucking amazing and last week I went to the Phenomenauts, Tabaltix show and that fucking ruled! Music is my life Im glad im not held down by stupid shit and can still enjoy life. Alcatraz had an awesome time in puerto rico and i hope for more trips like that in the future. Soon all my friends will be on ( Read more... )

so does everyone still write in these things? umm my last post had something about my last GF giving me an ipod and that was about a year ago so alot has happend since. i remember i used to use this as silent cowardly ammo against girl friends when we were fighting( because i knew they would read it) ha ha awesome times! so im sick as hell and ( Read more... )

1. ceremony record release show fucking ruled ( Read more... )

sooo fucking awesome Mad Fucking Sin! good times

what a fucking awesome time! its crazy how much fun you can have in one weekend ( Read more... )

good times kids!!!!! music,fun,and family ( Read more... )