life going down the drain ( Read more... )

so ive had a very interesting time this last 3-5 days.. well me and james broke up before those days.. and joesph is living at my house.. this guy named chris has been haning out alot at my house, he is really good friends with joesph but the main reason he likes to stay is cuz im here.. honestly, who the hell doesnt stay at my house?? everyone and ( Read more... )

Theses songs have true meaning to them.. but no one can understand.. its a shame ( Read more... )

ive got new shoes!! i have some little kids spiderman light up shoes and some black and pink etnies.. there both awesome!
i have been out to eat alot lately which is werid..
i wish i dont know..
i miss james, he is at work!
oh well.. laterz.....
i miss you

haha.. i wish! so how am i? horrible! but yet im happy.. werid yes i know.. im talkin to justin right know on yahoo! he is soo pimp! he also makes cute babies!! (well actually he only has made one but still) haha.. if you dont believe me look at my nephew! he is the cutest baby eva!! i love my family! my little sister rhonda is the best.. we used ( Read more... )

crazy life i have.. i thought ashlee wanted gordon, i was wrong..
here a bunch of pictures:

My Nephew: he is going to be a model one day hehe


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Oh why can't I be what you need ( Read more... )

depression has fallen hard.. ive lost everything.. i managed to get james to quit talking to me :( which i dont like at all.. maybe i need it.. bah.. i hate not talking to him! thats all i can think about! why do i have to be so stupid? i dont know when james will ever talk to me.. i dont want to call him.. i guess if he wants to talk to me he will ( Read more... )

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sooooo.. things are all crazy, when are they not? lol ( Read more... )