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NEW JOURNAL >> __shes_x3sylvia

sooo add it =] ... you can keep this elJay name if you'd like too
im not gonna be deleting it, but im not gonna be updating it anymore, either <33

i feel kinda dumb. do you ever say sumthing out of the ordinary retarted? that after u say it your just like, omg, did i actually say that?? i did that today, & i cant believe it. thinking back, i duhno wtf i was doing; ew. but i cant change that so i guess ill just have to move on and try not to think about it ( Read more... )

wooah so lets see. ive done a lot since the last time i updated. im not gonna write about every single thing ive done, dont have the time and i cant remember most of it lol, wayyyy too far back. so its been awhile, anyways ill start with the fireworks. went with kendra and marissa, saw and chilled with a ton a ton of people there, most who i love [ ( Read more... )

wooah. so its summer already -vacation- and i still cant believe it. im still thinking tomorrow im gonna havta get up at 6 in the morning, and go to school. but no =]. im kinda sad, but mostly because the school year had to end the way it did.. but who knows, next year i might not even be there. okay, on to the changes. soooo much has happened, and ( Read more... )

so. who cares if im not the most popular girl, or have the most friends, or do the cool stuff. or if everyone likes me or if no one does at all. who cares if everyone gets mad and hates me forever, or if i make a million friends and lose them - never or if i regret everything this year or even if im not happy with the way things turned out. if ive ( Read more... )

ohh boy... yesterday was, yet again: insane ( Read more... )

its getting late, well for me anyway lol schools tomorro =[ yukkk. yesterday got my nails done. today, well mthe beginning of my day with pretty shitty, just because EHS sucks balls. i mean what school runs the HEAT in 95 degree weather?!?! and some people are fuckin stupid stupid. but o well, i really could care less, still got my gurls and guys ( Read more... )

today was actually a pretty good day =] lately things have been going pretty smoothly; the way i like it ( Read more... )

okay so yesterday i MAY have did some things that i regret.. okay that i KNOW i regret, mostly the way i acted and what i said, hopefully its understandable. anyway it was ewa's get together which was a shit load of fun, insane, anddd way different than i expected. i feel both embarrased and regretful, but wut can you do you only live once, and ( Read more... )

its funny how when people talk about themselves and their days events, how wonderful they make their lives seem, or how wonderful they THINK it is.. like when sumthing happens they get all excited and in reality its not that big of a deal.. so s t o p talking about it. or how they see themselves as gorgeous and "cool" or whatnot when they are ( Read more... )