so im writing this on my brothers computer since hes been updating mine... for the past 3 days ( Read more... )

ive been slacking... dont needa tell me twice =P ( Read more... )

hmm. today was pretty awesum. well good but im in a really good mood for sum reason so yeah, awesum ;P i think its still the effect of the coffee since i usualy drink decaf. hehe uhmm yeah well this mornin i got up at like 11, ate then went for a jog with the dog. saw sum people, and me lookin like a trans lol but o well i dont care =] then got ( Read more... )

okay well yesterdayyy after school i went over ewas. and then i called brandon and he came over and we all decided that we wanted to go to northampton. so we did and we just walked around and went to stores. then we went to an icecream place and brandon was nice enough to buy me icecream. i didnt no how much of a sweety he was =P .lady with the ( Read more... )

no matter how much my heart hurts, how many times i gag when i see a couple somewhere.. i decided i dont want a boyfriend anymore.

every guy i know is pissing me off. seriously. [with the exception of a few of my really good friends ( Read more... )

what an interesting day.. soo many things planned that got canceled. to start off, school was a weird day, it kept going from good to bad good to bad.. and i was kinda in a pissed mood all day since i couldnt really talk, well i sounded like an idiot since i lost my voice, and its not getting better ( Read more... )

okay im kinda happy for a change, cuz iv finally realized sumthing. and i figured out my problem thanx to heather moggio TIMES A MILLION. i love u gurlie u fixed me! hehe =D well yeah ur all prob wondering wut im talkin about, but its a problem i have, of getting over guys after we say we like eachotehr, and now i think i no why this keeps ( Read more... )

these past few days have been weird. i cant really explain it. my weekend was okay, saturday chilled at seans, then movies with ewa.. sunday - nothing worth talking about ( Read more... )

sooo yesterday and today were both pretty good days. yesterday was better tho =] well school was okay, nothing special, but no homework like usual, at least not for me lol. uhmm after school i talked to sean, and then my mom braught me to his house. anddd i saw his mommy.. and brother =P hehe.. then we went up to his room, and yeahhhh, no details ( Read more... )

random. but. i always think about this and it makes me mad so im just gonna write about it. how am i not suposed to be so causious with my feelings?? everyone says "you gotta let go and just go for what u want. but its not that easy... everytime i wanna let go and actually try to go for a guy i like, sumthing always happens that lets me no its not ( Read more... )