im starting to feel a lot better.

im a selfish person. I want someone to give me what i want but honestly i dont even know what i want.

I want to get out and do something fun and exciting. 
I cant sit here anymore, i think its contributing to my panic attack.

Shit just got real.

I just had the worst feeling in my chest. It felt like it sank. I dont know why. But now im starting feel more alone than ever. I guess he was right, maybe i was feeling lonely before.

I have always had this fear that i could have my mother's diseases. Now im really starting to freak out about it.

Im scared. 

i dont get why people always seem to have the need to tell me that they have always thought that erin is the better looking twin.

People are cruel but over time ive learned to fight back, which is probably why they also tell me im the mean twin.

Whatever.

 
Lately ive been letting something someone said to me run my day to day life. But because of that, i had become someone i really didn't want to be. Someone finally made me realize that the thing that was said was ruining my self esteem and i need to just be myself again. What he said to me was something that i really needed to hear and i guess you ( Read more... )

Ill try not to let you down, but i cant promise i wont ( Read more... )

 Finding a bag of weed in the couch at your dad's house, isnt normal.

So what is normal anyway?

i scare people away.

Hey! it rhymed! haha