as everything that i thought was going so well falls apart.

I'm usually so good at talking myself out of situations.
However, this time i'm afraid i may be in over my head.

I'm terrible.

I went to a separate room with him one night when we had all been drinking. He tried to put his hands in my pants, I said no. (translation: too drunk and at the same time not quite drunk enough HAHA) he was sweet about it and didn't push the issue. He said it was okay and put his hand on my cheek. i was glowing. We talked, and ( Read more... )

I've been here a few times, and i have no idea where to begin. I start and then realize how much more i really have to say, and then lose all the motviation i had to start.

Summer was great. I made some wonderful friends, and had some really good times. I figure i'll get it all out eventually if it's supposed to be.
Or maybe i don't want to.
Maybe ( Read more... )

Went and saw the Wizard of Oz (our lovely rescheduled show ( Read more... )

but an update none-the-less

Okay, so prom started out awful.
the Thursday before we were trying to get everything set for dinner, and we get a call that Grady messed up his knee.  Ever since the church was built we have had issues with the pipes; the sewer backed up and the basement flooded again. While Grady was trying to fix it, the hole collapsed ( Read more... )

I wanna live a life from a new perspective ( Read more... )

No i haven't fallen (nor jumped) off the face of the earth. I'm still here ( Read more... )

Turn off the mic ( Read more... )

orchestra tomorrow. havent even gone and im already annoyed.

mom and tim back together, so mom is not going emotionall baserk. So what little foundation we have is not cracking.
Well, mom kids' foundation isn't anyways.

My brother is a prick.

im almost failing math.

The show's been postponed.

i need to run away.

mom and tim split up.