so many emotions right now. hurt, anger. hatred. pain. love. jealousy. i just want to fucking take a bat and start smashing things. its too much that i can't take. it's still fucking raining. JUST FUCKING STOP ALREADY!! Jesus. I really wish i had my car because i just can't take sitting at home being in front of my computer all fucking week. i have ( Read more... )

ok, so things are going ok. not better, not worse, but slowly moving along. we've been talking alot more, but its just usually the same. she knows i miss her, and she misses me as well, and i love her and she loves me, and all that good shit two people in love say, but it's just really confusing. i try not to let it get to me, but it does. ya know ( Read more... )

I've been here before a few times ( Read more... )

vanessa, i love you.

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i wish i was with her right now. it's raining and im stuck at home without a car and without her in my arms. even if she was here, she wouldn't be in my arms, but a girl can dream, can't she? *sigh* we talked for a while longer than we've been talking today. she can't make it because where she stayed last night was flooded, so the streets aren't ( Read more... )

...so please don't ask me how ( Read more... )

so. ya'll. i've been updating like mad fucking crazy. YO! HOLLLLA!!! ( i have no idea, but i've been saying that phrase so much today *looks confused) so, it was raining and stupid me went to work anyways, and i had to take the bus so i walked from the front of the park to the back in the rain through the parking lot because the gates were locked. ( Read more... )

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
related to me. (in a family kind of way)
younger then me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
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so yeah. not much has been going on in my life. alot to be more exact though. things have been running and running around in my head. i'm working the full day at work like im supposed to and taking it more serious. i applied for college and a bunch of jobs. hopefully i'll get a new one soon. so i'll have two and be more responsible. you know, ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )