the knife up to my throat ( Read more... )

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She said, "It looks as if you have lost your best friend ( Read more... )

so you want to start over. forget your past and live in the future? fat chance, bub. your past will always haunt you. there are so many things that you try to forget and run from, but in reality, are running right next to you or are in the back of your mind. so many words, memories, people, things. everything. i wish i could just go back to the ( Read more... )

so i was hoping everything could be saved for that one night. all the tears and screaming. maybe its too early to compromise whats happening in our lives. our mind tells us one thing, but totally fucks up another thing: our hearts. remember those? those things as kids we built up a wall for years and years protecting ourselves for when we grew ( Read more... )

so, i gave myself the best christmas present i think i could ever have. that's right folks, i got a strap on. just kidding. i got my license. =) i did it mostly for my baby. so that i could make everything better.

*merry christmas babygirl. i love you *

so, i love her.
i love her a lot

princess + angel= yeah, that's right bitches.

hey princess-
*smiles*

ok, so its been quite some time since i've updated my journal. *sigh* yeah, sorry about that.

just saying hi to everyone that i havent spoken to or whatnot. im not in the best shape right now.

well, umm guys. it finally happend. i turned 18. aren't you fucking rockin' excited bitches!? cause i know i fucking am!! yyyyeaaaaaah! well, im going clubbin' tonight. lates

i love you vanessa baby

ok, so i havent written in here in forever and i know those of you who totally revolve their life around my journal have been lost for the past two weeks or so. alot has  been going on. i have a girlfriend. the most amazing one in the world. i can't really explain how i feel about her, but its alot of feelings. she's the most perfect girl in the ( Read more... )