feeling great.

last night was amazing.

one great talk.

hung out with awesome friends.

im happy.

i always thought that having a gf after so long would be awesome. i guess i underestimated it. ever since i met helena everything has been amazing. she is everything i have ever wanted in a girl and more. it doesnt even matter that she lives in columbia. i am totally fine with that. we talk as much as we can during the day and then see eachother on ( Read more... )

i always thought that having a gf after so long would be awesome. i guess i underestimated it. ever since i met helena everything has been amazing. she is everything i have ever wanted in a girl and more. it doesnt even matter that she lives in columbia. i am totally fine with that. we talk as much as we can during the day and then see eachother on ( Read more... )

i always thought that having a gf after so long would be awesome. i guess i underestimated it. ever since i met helena everything has been amazing. she is everything i have ever wanted in a girl and more. it doesnt even matter that she lives in columbia. i am totally fine with that. we talk as much as we can during the day and then see eachother on ( Read more... )

so i totally have a flippin gf. her name is helena and she is AMAZING!!!! i can totally be a dumbass all the time and she just laughs it off and still loves me. its such a rad relationship. im glad i was single so i could date her. i wouldnt have it any other way. she is totally the one for me. noone else could ever compare. and i wouldnt want ( Read more... )

i was bored friday night and i got my venoms done again. the ones under my lip, not the tongue. if you wanna see a pic, they are at www.myspace.com/xhotandfatx. but they are only in til tomorrow morning. work sucks and i wish that i could keep them in. i am thinking about getting another job that will let me work through the night. i start school ( Read more... )

i broke my phone in half today. how awesome could i be? this is my 5th phone in less than a year. blah.....

tonight is the night where i came to the realization that i did not want to look the way i do anymore. im talking about my weight problem. all my friends are nice about it,but im tired of being the fat kid. it sucks. and plus im getting older(obviously) and it will be harder for me to keep off the pounds. so this is a new goal i want to reach. i ( Read more... )

i was going through myspace one day and i realized a lot of kids have really cool names. such as chris edge, sarah lame shit like that. well i am gonna change my name to brandon[spaz]. that seems appropriate. im crazy. lol. thats all and i am still listening to atmosphere. check them out if you get the chance.

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