I miss my old things and I need to see the future cuz I am losing all my motivation, mainly because I lost a lot of faith in the idea that I'll get something out of all of this, I need more redemption and less change, but there is never any hope for that, everyone leaves me. come back.

summer cure. I guess that's that.

You've got too many secrets, and it's making us question our lives.

The layout is new, I still suck at this but I try at least.

I hope we eat soon because afterwards I'm off to Britt's for the night and day and I want to get there before dark so we can go for a walk or two.

It is so hot.

I noticed how I need some solid ground because I live on the oceans and they are tearing things apart.

I guess I got what I wanted, I have no one and nothing and it's no one's fault.

now I can breathe again.Everything today is confusing because I don't even know what I want at this point, or how to get it, I need to get my map back, the one that I never really had ( Read more... )

Maybe I should hate you for this. Maybe I should hate me for this. Maybe I should care a little more. Maybe I should be more attentative. Maybe I should be less detatched. Maybe I should miss things less. Maybe I should move on. Maybe I should do things the way they were supposed to go. Maybe everyone else should have kept their promises. Maybe I'm ( Read more... )

Rain is my enemy, we attack at dawn. I hate today's weather ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today, bought a fish with stephanie, it's name is PIMPDADDY.

Tonight is filling up with issues and I think it's time to burn them but I can't, they burn like plastic, bad for the environment. I'm stuck in.

This week has been rather empty, it did serve a purpose though. I realized that I'm not making any progress on any of my endeavours.

I am going nowhere.

russell got his appendix out last night, he just got home now.

I Hate Hospitals.