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3AM
It’s 3 am. I’m sitting on the couch with a pillow and blanket because my son woke up 30 minutes ago and doesn’t want to go back to sleep. He’s in the pack n play in front of the tv watching Pocoyo. I wasn’t asleep anyway, because I have a harder time with pain, anxiety and depression at night. Also, Damien has a doctors appointment at 9, so that’s ( Read more... ) -
So, I had a baby...
He’s super cute, but I’m still nervous about breaking him. This leads to not regularly bathing him, and he has baby acne now and I’m afraid that’s my fault too. (For not bathing him enough) My company screwed up and deposited 922.07 too much into our account so now I have to mail them a cheque which I am not a fan of. But mitchell sent me to bed ( Read more... ) -
Pregnancy appears to be going well for the baby...
But not so much for my mental health. I have a lot of internal negative feelings about myself on a normal basis, but can medicate enough to reason my way through. Right now, not so much. I'm having a really hard time with everything, but not to the point of breakdowns anymore, now its just a constant level of self hatred for my body and my brain ( Read more... ) -
Discount Donut Shop Vanilla Creme Puff K-Cups and further adventures!
You know they're legit when they spell it C-R-E-M-E. K-mart had the 18 pack for $6. They are usually $11.99, so I felt justified in picking up a box today when I stopped at the Mutant K-Mart (TM). This is the K-mart at Glenstone and Kearney It's in the same parking lot as my accountant. He totally gave me a speech about how I was right on the ( Read more... ) -
Adventures in Post Gastric Bypass life!
Last night I made bad food choices. If we're completely honest, my error wasn't any worse than some I've made previously, and have tolerated quite well. I ate a pretzel, and about an hour later, I microwaved some chicken nachos (not a huge amount, in fact, I didnt even eat half the bowl I made). This, as it turns out, made my body extremely ( Read more... ) -
Dear Springfield LJ Friends
I'll be in Springfield September 10th through 17th visiting my parents. If you'd like to see me while I'm there, hit me up!
Love,
Amy
