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junk and stuff
the tumor's benign. so i guess i should be like, relieved. and i am, to a degree. but i'll feel better about it once they actually, you know, take it out of her. everytime i talk to her or my brother they keep moving the date back because they're waiting for her to "get stronger", so yeah. that makes me nervous. but i'm cautiously optimistic at ( Read more... ) -
my mom is sick and in the hospital
she's having some kind of emergency colon surgery tomorrow. and this isn't like my dad where he's pretty much having some "emergency surgery" every other week, she's never really had any health problems before, real or imagined. so to say I'm freaked out would kind of be an understatement. especially since unlike with my dad saying that I love my ( Read more... ) -
and on it goes
So, Gamestop. What a fucking weekend that was. Had me scheduled four days in a row (and yeah, for those of you with FULL-time jobs I'm sure you won't appreciate my bitching, but usually I get like, at most, two in a row) from Wednesday through Saturday, but oddly enough Saturday was the least busy of the four. Apparently everyone suddenly developed ( Read more... ) -
fuck dating
I should have already figured this out by now, cause like hello I'm 22 and I've been in seemingly a billion relationships, but basically, the way it works is ( Read more... ) -
shit i've been listening to lately
Yeah, so, I've been in a very post-punk/discopunk (and yes, those are two really fucking stupid sub-genre names, but then again most sub-genre names are fucking dumb-sounding. at least it's not "electroclash" or, god forbid, "post-hardcore") mood as of late, which I guess comes with the whole reclusive territory. So I felt like I'd better jump onto ( Read more... ) -
it is what it is
in my dream i saw it
a glimmer of light
a tear filled with hope
it is what it is
that's all it will ever be -
please stop
yes, i know that i use it as material for humor. but just because i joke about being stalked doesn't change the fact that i'm still BEING STALKED and it's FUCKING CREEPY and I WOULD REALLY LIKE YOU TO STOP AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR FUCKING LIFE ALREADY ( Read more... ) -
mmmmm
Some people just like pig out on food when they're upset about something. Me, I'm kind of the opposite, in that I think I've eaten like two eggs since, uh, Monday. My stomach feels like it's in knots and I can't even begin to fathom the idea of actually eating anything. Probably not a good thing ( Read more... ) -
twilight drive
traveling the road from hope to despair to finally apathy.
can't quite reach apathy. -
get it up, get it done
An 8-hour work shift at a new job that's almost entirely standing on your feet alphabetizing shelves after you had like barely 2 hours of sleep the night before, both due to a fever and other such bullshit, yeah, not very fun. The job itself was fine, customers are idiots as you might expect but the co-workers there are all really cool (even my ( Read more... )