i wish i knew what was going on.

i live a life in euphoria. but sometimes i just throw up because it makes me sick...

every day i live in a dream. nothing seems real. everything i see is so surreal. sometimes i don't even know if it exists. even myself. i dont know. my fingers. my face. my hair. my toes. my body. it all seems so strange and unreal. everything has lost some of its touch one way or another. i don't know how to even explain this all the way. i have ( Read more... )

i used to hate feeling like this. now i am used to it. i dont think anyone deserves to ever get used to feeling this way. it comes and goes. but when it comes it hits hard. depression is something that no one should have to get used to. it's so strange to me how often it comes and goes. i just don't get it. i guess i never will.

i love my friends <333

i had fun time yesterday thanks everybody

happy birthday kyle
i love u bro

im sick and tired of being the fucking scapegoat. i am sick and tired of people accusing me of stealing. im sick and tired of people making me the center of attention. im sick and tired of people making me feel like shit. im sick and tired of losing friends over lies and gossip. i didnt steal anything from anyone. im sick and tired of feeling like ( Read more... )

i feel so...

what the fuck are you?