I watched "Into The Wild" last night, which is an absolutely amazing movie which I highly recommend to anyone who has not yet gone on that adventure. It got me to thinking "What is this tie to civilization? To careers, homes, and relationships? Why *do* people keep hurting each other, but continually try to mend the relationship ( Read more... )

Searching for definition, I look around. Surrounded by everything, yet none of it matters. I'm on a deserted island in the middle of civilization. Nothing is real, nothing matters, one facade after another. Yet, I must search, I mustn't lose hope. But why not? Why continually try? Failure is inevitable, why fight it? Just close my wings, ( Read more... )

Over a year and a half later...damn ( Read more... )

15 days from being a year since I last posted...WOW! Time flies when your life is going exactly as you had hoped ( Read more... )

Ms. Landers was a Health nut ( Read more... )

fag the fag end of the fag...translation: exhaust the butt of the faggot ( Read more... )

Stepping again my back foot grazed the foot of the front door and moving my foot from touching it, I reached back and opened it wide enough to be able to squeeze my chunky butt through. Thinking of the door as though it were her foot I was touching, my mind became flooded with all the memories of playing footsie under the table at completely ( Read more... )

I'm sure many of you have been too lazy to fully read my last post, because it's kinda long as hell, but I just reread it and I'm still in shock that I wrote something like that. I don't care if most of you do not read it and if half of you that read it cannot understand it, because that just proves who's who in this world. I have figured out ( Read more... )

I took a step back, away from this hectic chaos which surrounds my room everyday of my life. The radiance from a night sticker rounding the room attached to a wind blower spinning slow enough to be followed by a bored three-year-old. Losing sight, blurring my conciousness away, I take another step-back, another look around. It's bland ( Read more... )

Went to sleep, woke up, fucked up. :-D