My 19th birthdays tuesday. This summer sucked. Moving back to plainview. And I have no friends.

Birthday, amazing.
Surprise party the next day, AMAZING TIMES 92385729357. =]
And the last night of summer, AMAZING TIMES 92385729357 again. =D
Twonightsinarowbaybayyyy.
School already blows hairy sweaty balls.

And we say, "Love was made like some book,
or a page just ripped out but we never read anyway."
And you say, "Love was made like a ship at bay,
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The summer's quickly ending.
And the drama is rising 2x quicker.
I don't want this summer to end.
And I don't want to think about school.

I hope she takes her time.
And I hope she keeps your eyes closed tight.
And I hope that when she leaves,
you still can smell her on your sheets.
Cause I can, I can.
You're down for selling me out,
while I play dumb.
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Let's just stop;
Drop everything;
Forget each other's names;
And just walk away.
Turn around and head in different directions.
Like we never, it's like we never knew each other at all.

We say what we feel,
then we stop ourselves.
And just walk away.
Never looking back.
Loving every second of it.
We just walk away.

This is probably the best,
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I hope to god I mean a little more than the sounds that escape your tired 4 a.m. lips.
And oh, how I wish I meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing & the friction of hips.
Yes it's true.
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused.
I still somehow hope I end up with you.

Yesterday was Karen's house
with Lisa, && my brother.
we picked up Jheison, Josh, && Brian a little while after we came.
Me and Lisa each had a sparx.
Karen bought us those test tube shot things.
So I had 9 cause I was in a bad mood.
Whatever. I'm so done with being upset.

I remember the love right after the fights.
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How happy is the blameless vestal's lot?
The world forgetting by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.

On a scale of 1-10, my level of being grounded is a 20.
My dad might as well kill me or send me to some abandoned desert island.
I'm not allowed to talk to anyone or see anyone anyway.
Meeting with the school and him Tuesday.
My summer should be exciting.

Take me, take me back to your bed.
I love you so much that it hurts my head.
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I watch the ripples change their size but never leave the stream of warm impermanence.  So the days float through my eyes, but still the days seem the same.  And these children that you spit on, as they try to change their worlds, they're immune to your consultations.  They're quite aware of what they're going through.

And if this is real then I was mistaken. And if there is truth, then why can't we find it? Beauty comes to those who have been waiting for something bigger than themselves. This is the sound of the hopeless kids as they scream from the basements of the houses of their parents. And this is the sound of the hopeless ones as they stare down at their ( Read more... )