XIII13Thirteen's: A Series of Unfornuate Events.

[xiii13thirteen]

My mom always told me death comes in 3's. Last night at M-Night I was upset about the passing of my friend Patrick and I left early. I so didn't want to put a damper on the evening and I thank ee_pirate , jasonfoo , my fantabulous gf, and everyone else on reminding me what wonderful people I have in my life. Unfortunately the bad news had only began to leer it's

Comments

[chris21718]

Man, I hate to hear about that. I could tell you were still very upset about Patrick last night, and wished there was something I could have done to make you feel better. I didn't realize how upset you were until you were leaving.

Lots of things tend to come in clumps. It's just a natural tendency of random events to cluster that way. I have a book called "Why Do Buses Always Come In Threes?" Although buses coming in threes is caused by interaction of randomly arriving people mized with a rigid bus schedule, it's interesting to note that any random events will often tend to cluster, even if there is no rigid structure guiding them.

I think the world of you and if you and if you need anyone to talk to or hang out with to help take your mind off things, or to talk about the stuff with, I'm here. Just call. Last night was the first time I ever remember seeing you upset since I've known you.

[xiii13thirteen]

I know everyone is friggin' dying this month. I feel like my heart is about to burst with grief and the thing is the spiral just got worse. Tabitha was a good friend of mine and taught me how to play bass and how to dabble with other instruments. It is weird that all three that died this month were young and musicians. I really hope this is the end of it. PLEASE everyone drive carefully.

[chris21718]

*hugs*

[jasonfoo]

if you want to talk or anything, you know i'm here.

[xiii13thirteen]

Thank you. I know you tried to talk to me and I was just sort of tore up. I'm not very good at expressing myself in situations like that. I think I may be better with Tabitha's passing as I'm not attending the wake and I'm recovering from the emotional wave from Patrick's. I'm trying to see if I can get some pictures of Tabitha and I to post if she can send them. She's probably tied up in the services today.

[jasonfoo]

yeah. last night i saw you just draw inside yourself. i coulda let you stay like that and try to let it pass yourself, but i made the decision to draw you out a bit. if i caused more stress on you, i'm sorry.

[ee_pirate]

You know where to find me man.....let me knwo if there is anytyhing you need.

[xiii13thirteen]

Thank you. I appreciate your support as always. Thanks for dragging stuff out that likely would have just built up inside me. I think I just need some time to myself tonight to cry. I don't do that very well in front of people.

[ee_pirate]

That's cool man....take care of you right now.

[zyndril]

I am so sorry about all of this. I think you are a great person and my thoughts are with you.

[xiii13thirteen]

Thanks man I feel like such a drama whore lately. It is just this has all happened so quickly.

[sapphirexabyss]

Is this the Tabitha you're always talking about? Honey I am so, so, sorry. :(

[xiii13thirteen]

Yes, it is. This month has been insane. She's lost contact with alot of people since moving to CA. I wonder how many know her or atleast remember her. We stayed in contact and I was always the first one to jump in the car when she was home. She was supposed to return home for New Year's Eve and I so wanted her to attend the parties with us. This is a shock. I've not really reacted to her passing yet. I'm a bit concerned that I am still numb. I'll have some time to myself after work if I need to sort things out though. I'm just trying to make it through work.