if only there was a "give up" button in life... definately would have gotten pushed already.

fucking whatever.

yesterday was a total waste of make-up.

im really upset, dunno why. just one of those days i guess.

at least i have a 4 day weekend. and this hell work week is over.

i miss my ryan ;[

p.s. side effects off meds SUCK.

this week is going to be one of those weeks... i can already tell. i have to work the mammovan office all by myself since my boss is outta town and its so much work. i never realized how much she did until i had to do it. so im working everyday this week. maybe even saturday if i cant finish. im just stressed about that. then i went to the shrink ( Read more... )

NoRCaLx925 (12:36:07 PM): well its hard for both of us babe
GreenDayChick88 (12:36:15 PM): i know your going thru the same thing, and more.
xNoRCaLx925 (12:36:20 PM): mine is emotional and psyhical
GreenDayChick88 (12:36:27 PM): yeah.  ;[
xNoRCaLx925 (12:37:47 PM): dealing with nco's that just talk shit to you all day, wearing a vest and clothing ( Read more... )

so this morning ( Read more... )

happy anniversary to me and ryan!

its been a whole year without any breaks...

and i couldnt be happier! ;P

Nickname: Amandabear ( Read more... )

You come to a point in your life when you think you have figured everything out and something really simple can mess it up. And makes you re-think every other move you have made. I know a couple things for certain but everything else is a complete blur, and i hate that feeling. I absolutely hate the feeling of not knowing.

happy 19th birthday to me... where does the time go?!?!

p.s. i love ryan

2 1/2 days till my birthday ( Read more... )