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okay, so today was early release. yada yada. doug came over for a little while, then left. uh, im starting to hate my sister. when doug came over she was like "so what are you guys up too?" "not having sex for one" okay, first she said that in front of her boyfriend, whom i've met twice. and earlier, she asked me when the last time we had sex was. ( Read more... ) -
hmm..
i really dont know what to write about. my life is still the same, schools the same old shit too. uh cheering starts up again in a few weeks, excited about that. uh, doug's last soccer game is thursday, meaning maybe more time together during the week!!! cause i hate spending like a total of 20 mins together during the week, but on the weekends, ( Read more... ) -
eh
my grampas funeral was tuesday. im glad i went up, i really needed to see it for myself. it was a gogerous service. it was the way he woulda wanted it. yeah i cried, like a little baby. but i pulled myself together afterwards.. at the cementary, the rev. was saying something about showing us a sign for appectance, and that he's at peace. and this ( Read more... ) -
rest in peace
Today, my grandfather passed away of cancer. He's had cancer for over 6 years, and been in and out of remission alot of times. Although he lives in upstate NY, we still had a very close relationship. I can't say I'm sad, because I know he isn't in any pain anymore, and that he's in peace. My grandmother came home from work today, and my grandfather ( Read more... ) -
awesome
everything is so good. i couldnt ask for anything better then all of this.. well expect for understanding math. <3 -
he's back in the hospital again...
my grandfather is back in the hospital again. he has stage 4 throat cancer and was in remission for over a year. this past weekend, his kidneys stopped working, and he kept getting dehyrdated. hes in the hospital now, and my dad is going to new york to see him in a few days. im really afraid that this time he wont be so luckly. hes been fighting ( Read more... ) -
my sister has a new house!!
so my sister just got a new house, well not a house but an apartment, but i say everythings a house. and its so cozy!! i love it. mom has been all up in that, getting stuff for it and things, its kinda annoying because well she has a job for one, and two shes 26 i think she can handle finding things on her own. but yeah, other than that things are ( Read more... ) -
im just kidding myself...
i just wanna give up. on anything and everything ( Read more... ) -
YES
today is the fucking DAY!! we are fucking seniors bitches and pimps <3 much love
shawna wish you were here with us<3 -
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my emotions have been up and down in the past 3 days. one day im wicked happy, and thinking everything is good, then the next, im down. i dont know why, and i dont know what to do. i dont know if its just a friend thing, or if its more than that. and if its just a friend thing, then i wanna know so i dont keep setting myself up. i always have the ( Read more... )